moment, I am on the phone with the spectacular and completly unobtainable Orlando. As he likes to be called. I have been so busy lately but I figured I'd better slow down and write a little bit. If you have been wondering why I don't write on here anymore, it's because often when I write I use the blog Shay and I share. But it is important to keep track of this know, I rarely even write in my diary any longer. I just don't have any free time. Sad.
Anyway I was reading past blogs and I had to laugh at my self a little. JUST a little... how can one girl go thru almost 6 guys in one year. If you notice I have a picture of every cute boy I dated last year on this blog. Isn't that ridiculous? I was so obsessed with being popular, no I was popular and I was obsessed with being liked by someone. Anyone. && I paid the price. I had a lot of friends but few boys I could really count on there. I am only friend with one of them now, and that was Nick Llobet. The rock star. The one who saved me from Mickey, well actually no one could save me from that. I couldn't and still cant even stop my self from. I just ignore him now. I don't even look at his pictures when I can help it.
But on happier and much lighter news, I have applied to 3 colleges already, and Boston College will be my last.. Except if I apply to Furman. Which I might. I am taking the ACT on Dec 13, and I have already taken my SAT and it wasn't as bad as I had always imagined. I am so sick of doing SAT prep shit in school. I am sick of school. I am ready to be out of Highschool. BUT the thought of my graduation day is haunting to say that least. The last time I will be considered an young teenager. I also cannot envision my family in it's entirety there. My dad, Richard, my mother, the baby, Les and Brig, Grams, Gpa, and hopefully Grenna and Poppy. That would be awesome.
I am excited to meet my little brother Anthony. He is almost 5 months old, and he is the fattest baby I have ever seen. Almost as cute as Orlando but not quite.
Marco and I have been together for almost 3 month now. && he is my life. I don't do much of anything but see him, work, and school. I have been auditioning for a Part in LI'L ABNER. I am so exicted. I got a call back and I believe I will have a leading role. But I dont want to jump the gun and make assumptions. Anyhow I will stop boring US all with my irrelevance and continue my path to my bed. Goodnight all.
Justin looking really good :]
